dinah's days

[color=Red][size=4]lonely weekend[/size][/color]@Luw A$Z2x E
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it's the second weekend i didn't see him
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a!jwe i miss him so much
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X:V how i wish i can tell him my feeling
#nG]*B\ but i can't0JguHvOz%m/qB
i just sent a message to him to say that i wouldn't disturb him this morning
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^ so painful my heart was when i sent that message
+_&O&n;L3i6{\M i know it's so difficult for me to reach that
7c9Y]jEO\+K but i must learn to do it
9X1E?B r his appearance and all of the words he said to me are still so clear in my mind;l?;ed!@.z0R
we even didn't say goodbye to each other expressly
Rv-h-Y$U,n but it's true that we had parted/YAo*xMs
it's really true....?2h/oO P@YT
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i am so scared to spend the weekend
;ON:Lw(O?sT the weekend i once expected that i could go to meet with him
Vwt6h O P since i cannot help missing him, missing every moment we spent together 1gS!v#{8yn.z\
and i cannot control myself to run into the sorrow of losing him  if i am alone~L0T,QW8X
but i know i am not welcomed by him any more
;j[` A/Pr"Sl i must talk or writting or do something else non-stop
tXz,C'i;Qh i must detract my attention but not miss everything about him always4R?7G U(u+Exq
otherwise
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h~6G#k+S8d@ i am afraid i will become crazy to miss himf|6xe:to%A~
and the heart is so painful when i miss himLJ0N;o6F)B
just at the moment
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l#|,y i am sitting in the front of pc to type the words to relieve my feelings a0s4U0j+e8}pEP
how i can get rid of the terrible feeling?

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i do really don't want to give up
y|Y'K3Z f\8|1H after so many days we knew
6ZS{@"o+NkzK after i finally understood my love towards him
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it's hopeless for me to do anything to retrieve our love
!n)V3{+lJ+r he was hurt by my love0@SGv#k+O
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so i am not allowed to hurt him any more
g@E;X6Ht not allowed....p#S ]r(P.|fJ-|
the only i can do is to give my best wishes to him
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*m#oW mB:S day by day
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[[i] Last edited by dinahsun at 2008-8-25 09:11 [/i]]

Reply #1 dinahsun's post

glad to see u again..
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Are ur ID ok now?
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nI7?9q A@Q$~ PS: how about you?:lol :lol

this is song is for you,wish you could cheer up and go thought it ...YQ)m1W Bb*rc

$A$`M9P }LecX [wmv]http://222.86.132.48/music/she_is_gone.mp3[/wmv]
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Reply #2 Frank_Brown's post

yes, frankx"_yV\M/q
it is quite lonely todaytv(w(Jx;p
so i tried to get my password and come back;N`K9BaP k5n
nice to see you again :handshake
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Reply #3 antonyesterday's post

thank you friend, this song is really good for me to stir myself :handshake

[size=4][color=Red][size=4]i have three dreams[/color]
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[color=Blue]I have three dreams
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one is my work
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gdNL3\_s and the third is my love
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when i was a child H.^.[cK1L[*Zi
my family was my only dream which supported me always and shared all of my grow experience
XpP;s}9[9X$r they watched every step I moved and educated me as their best
8Px_ Mx/i!O ]4Qm I dreamed that I could grow up soon and earn enough money to share their burden
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this is my first dreamv7x:]V+nwxGi
always be my side
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when i left my family, left campus and started my new journey in a new city
5cH%VA,^i ^G the work became my second dream
&{7Tc.R2pv#yEfc I had been told that "work is blest, work is the only way to improve your social class and economy condition in a short time"
lp3CB8h6A#`}KL so I devoted myself to the work and dreamed a lot about my future workJb)bPH8m-bu!C N
I anticipated that I would start my own career after a few years work+L Yi2e5}/C
I was so exciting and full of energy and passion for my work8zH7x pZUX
this is my second dreamY| uK%T!A9k
i must do it /E1KA_{n

2x2Gr)v@pt till someday
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I met with himP'Y3o`9KVK{-O
I considered him as my thrid dreamF R3ne&M0K#F6h4w
also the most important dream q-{F'Wr}%v i
but nobody told me how to manage this dream well this time
.N$fF8_~.u*G7T I don't know how to strive for my third dreamk7r%vz
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and I have no idea to exchange with my dream mDoY(Xk
therefor
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this is my third dream
`'Z4jL:BYt9mR no matter how i wish it can stay with me alwaysd,Cv9]'c4A
it will leave at any time i never expected$D}\3P+{3ZE{?'B

hu"IE t(Vo&P these are three dreams in my different ages/j s2D lo
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but I only have two dreams accompany me now
p#xla%C they won't leave me alone at the time I feel depressed
'u$zd"w~-T3L{ I am a spineless girl3}5yS e;xZ3R1y3hs
when I lost my love i thought that i had lost the whole worldL"o4]#A@#E&X7{
when he's not be my side, I nearly had lost all of my confidence for the life
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uUN Wg,[#{I&p how spineless girl I am!
]1PD0}gZ#g2d thanks to the thrid dreamKZwFP-XY
I know it's the right time for me to get back my confidencesAH&yc*h6`"Z0Z
and strive for my family and my work in the gloomy days
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Reply #1 dinahsun's post

dear dinah:loveliness: .BJ'bd:p]*D!b)w#Q&D
I have read all of your words carefully,that made me sad.I have just had a silence8av_3Gc8`?
I don't  know how to comfort you with my poor english.i am sorry\%bI!z-Bq

~&{{3~nk But don't hurt yourself any more,pls don't lived in your pass timeJ nA?w+V
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Time can change everything include yourself.just belive that
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v(~){V:w0t as you said:forget the sorrow ,little by little ,day by dayw!MG'u8c%G
cheer up,come on...

Maybe the best way to forget him is to find another one who can instead him in your heart. With time going pass, you will find the life without him maybe better.

My dear
n|D1yb9@"M what is happening now
y%suv5M@%M7I Since I saw you last time-[w&do:j^
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You two were getting well with each other right?
pa{ b]3]]P So now what's going on with you two !xhU"\,RB
You know I am sorry to hear that8h+^GH0Q-\(`
Have you told him your feeling
X1JLP._LihC Have you told him that you care him so much i%x&?S5R4D
Or anything else happened to you..........H:BH$~T@.j9HR2U\
I hope you happy everyday:hug: :hug:

the best way to relieve the sad feelings for me is n$u*JTQhw7{
to have a holiday.
!`:HmTWF3E no thinking, no sorrow, no missing, no body%];Q.eP&sh/Q$h$x
just stay a place u have expected to go or u have thought beautiful.
"BW#Jn7N;lb there, u would find a great emotion.......
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